I don't get bloggers. Not the kind of bloggers I know, I mean the kind of bloggers that are considered celebrities. All they ever do is post about what they do daily, what's so interesting about that? Maybe it's the way they describe things. But if a blog is supposed to be a place where you can be yourself, why is it most of these celebrity bloggers start conflicts? Some of them, I can totally understand. Why they're famous that is; but others, I don't see anything special in them.
I'm tired, I want to sleep, but my brain won't stop thinking. I'm not going to bother about post-trials, I just want to do well in PMR. Period. I don't give a flying fuck about the other exams. Idc if post-trials are sorta replacement for year end exams. When I'm applying for college, no one's going to bother, are they? Am going private, btw. I fail too bad to be able to even consider going for national.
Packed up all the things I want to pass to Shiro. Only thing I like about the exams is that you can bring stuff to school and no one will bother. They're all worried about their exams. Science tomorrow, and if I remember right, Pn Lim's preparing the papers. Am so screwed.
WHY DO WE NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL AFTER PMR?! Give us a bloody break already, sheesh. We're supposed to go because they have "fun activities" planned for us. Ugh, do any of you actually enjoy what they force us to do? And SMK USJ 12 is fucked up in the sense is that it's compulsory and you have to pay. Let me say it again, you have to fucking pay to join games they force you into which you aren't interested in.
Fuck PMR, fuck the school, fuck H1N1. It ruined my holidays. I'm even more pissed off and I will srsly blow your arse into outer space if you're not nice to me.
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Iron man is one of my few guilty pleasures. I don't know why, but I love the electronics and all the high-tech gear. And the fact that some people in the show are just plain dumb.
I want to go for that Yuber youth camp that Shiro told me about but there's the price, the fact that I can't write a good essay to save my ass, and that it starts on the 16th. That's a day before dad's birthday :( Wants to go though. Found someone who could publish books, though it's private. Thinking of doing a few 2k+ words stories and compiling them into something of a book. Whatchuthink?
Past few days have been boring, studying most of the time for the post-trials. After them, I'm going to take a day's break, idc what people say D<.
Emmy can't make up her mind when she wants to go on our date. :( That and her parents probably won't approve. Good luck convincing them, wtf. Vi, they can't spell coleslaw? Coleslaw. Oh you poor, poor thing, having to share a school with people like them. =P
I don't want to die, but Science doesn't agree with me. I dun think it likes me much. Sigh, am pissed off and I don't know why. Could be the state of my room. Might clean it up next week, after the exams. Or next monday.
I miss taekwondo. I miss Emm. I miss so many things, and I can't wait for PMR to be over so that I can go back to living again. I feel lifeless now, can't even go to sleep when I try. And fall asleep when I'm supposed to be awake ( i.e. during an exam).
I'm so lost that I don't think I'd be able to find my way on a straight road.
Signing off;
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